I titled my blog using an iconic quotation from a Shakespearean Play "Hamlet" because it is profoundly based on what everyone has been trying, struggling or dying to be - their true selves. I am still searching for the answer to that question myself and amidst all the faint glimpses of truth and doubts, trudging through the labyrinth of daily life, maybe my blogging will help me unravel my destiny in time to come...
About Me
- Sean Ho
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- Let me have... the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, the strength to do the necessary, the love to give to the deserving, the wisdom to perceive such differences.
Thursday, January 31, 2008
手牽手 Shou Qian Shou - 群星 by 群星
One of those rare videos that you get to see all the studio behaviours of so many celebrities. Notice the level of concentration needed to make the song come alive.
Although the song has been around for quite some time, it is still very very nice because it manages to blend the different voices of the celebrities into a cohorenet whole.
(Source: I found this video on Huixian's blog so will credit her as well for it.)
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
Pre-Announcement of Retirement from Teresa's fanclub
I think the time has nearly come for me to leave TFC and put down all the Teresa-related activities and updates once and for all.
I will be making a final farewell post within two days' time on both the Official Teresa's Fanclub and on this blog so for those interested in what I have to say can stay tuned.
In that post, I will elaborate on the reasons that I have to depart.
This pre-announcement is made for the following reasons:
1) I hope those who have been hoping me to stay on in TFC will have some sort of mental preparation that Sean Ho will no longer be around to provide any updates for Teresa's activities again.
2) Teresa and her family will have some pre-notification that I will cease any form of help in any part of Teresa's celebrity career once the final farewell post is made within two days' time.
3) I want to make it clear that my departure has nothing to do with anti-Teresa people or anti-Sean Ho people from anywhere. So these people won't celebrate and run all over cheering, thinking that it was because of them that I left TFC.
Meanwhile, I will appreciate if nobody phone sms, phone call, MSN msg, tagboard msg, blog msg, email, Facebook msg, Friendster msg me to ask why I need to go at all.
All details will be revealed in the farewell post.
That's all for now.
Sean Ho
"Music clears the mind, fills the heart, moves the soul."
Monday, January 28, 2008
More Photos from Today's Health & Wellness Expo 2008,Teresa's Performance of Yu San at Ngee Ann Poly
Before anyone of you click the video below, please take note that the video was recorded with sporadic sudden volume bursts so don't put your ears too close to the speakers or earpieces or you may suffer a few shocks like I did when I first listened to it.
Samuel, since I have promised you that I will comment on this song so that you can improve, so here it goes:
Given the audio quality of the recording, I can only comment on what I could hear amidst the background music and static. The following is what I found out:
1) Male's starting part was too weak. There was no clear input of variation in the singing of the lyrics. Male sounds like reading the lyrics rather than singing them.
2) Female's starting part was quite clear. However, her endnotes are not very clean as if the lines just run-on to the next line without a specific break.
3) Female's second part was over-done with the endnotes. This time, she breaks the endnotes too hard, sounding as if she was chomping on the last word of each line of the lyrics. Control of endnotes and end lyrics is very important.
4) Harmonization is not good because both male and female are not communicating enough to decide on which key to rest on. Hence, the parts sounded uncompatible to blend into the song.
5) I admire the courage of both singers to jump enthusiastically into the crescendo part of the song. That is the spirit - keep that burning. However, control is the key word. Singing high and singing with control are two ends of the singing skill spectrum. To prevent screaming into the mics during crescendo portions of songs, allocation of enough breath and awareness of when to stop should be made known to oneself first.
6) When the song is supposed to fade after reaching its peak/finale, one's singing volume and emotions must adjust accordingly. By the end song, I could not really hear that difference. If a male singer is to participate in this song, he should know when to sustain his part because I find the male's voice disappearing for extended time with no reason when he should be following through with the female for some parts of the song.
That's all, Samuel. Hope my commentary can help you improve somehow. Have fun learning!
More Photos from Today's Health & Wellness Expo 2008:
As I was saying in my previous post, before I started reporting on Teresa's performance, I was hanging around the abovementioned exhibition and I must say it was very interesting. Full of stalls selling and promoting and introducing new healthcare products, giving free health tests and checks. A pity I did not have much time there but I did manage to take a few shots of a couple of performances onstage then. This is Dongfang Billy, a famous and popular artiste amongst the middle-aged populace of Singapore and similarly so in a number of countries. He is a cancer survivor, and he now works even harder to entertain, after dancing with Death itself before. He is seen here demonstrating some healthcare food and is later going to distribute those food to the audience. I did not eat because I don't want unfamiliar food to interrupt my report on Teresa's performance then.
This is him promoting some powerful blender that he is the spokesperson for. He said it could spin 30,000 times a minute and he uses it liberally to make all his healthcare food onsite. I must say his cooking skills are very well-honed. Precise and decisively confident.
This is the first time I hear Billy sing live onstage. His singing skills are not on par with the various Superstars but considering his multiple skills in hosting, cooking, entertaining, it will do.
The is the end part of his song. He ends it with a rather amusing pose but at least he is enjoying himself onstage. I remembered Billy before he was diagnosed of cancer was quite a hot-tempered celebrity, now he is a much more humble and better artiste.
This is the immediate yoga performance before Teresa started singing. I could not remember the name of the yoga centre but I remembered what this yoga instructor said "Yoga is not about the postures, not about the time you spent doing it, but it's about connecting yourself with your body, having time being yourself." How true, I am not a yoga person but most of the time, many people aren't even aware of themselves, just busying away from activity to activity. No wonder they don't enjoy themselves much.
Teresa's Performance of Yu San at Ngee Ann Polytechnic 18 January 2008:
(Video source: Ada from TFC and matsufuyu , 18 January 2008)
Sunday, January 27, 2008
Teresa Tseng at Health & Wellness Expo 27 Jan 2008 Photographs and Report
Teresa appeared onstage at around 12.50pm, 20 minutes later than the scheduled time because there was some delay on programme schedule. I'll do the commentary, photo-by-photo and the final performance commentary at the end of this blog post.
嗨!
好久不见了!近来还好吗?
近日只跟Thomas联络,没机会和您联络聊聊。
Thursday, January 24, 2008
Happie Bday To Mie Part III and Part IV
I loved the movie and it was the good acting and the gripping plotline that made the movie captivating. I would definitely recommend the movie if you are those that preferred acting to shooting and kissing scenes. Hahaha. One good movie after one good meal - Perfect!
Birthday Celebrations 2008 Part III: Dinner and Dessert at NYDC
However, mudpies were slower because we were busy chatting about our exploits and adventures over the past week. The above picture showed Band Aid Mudpie - slighly alcoholic but yummy to the taste buds. The below photograph showed Tiramisu Mudpie - one of my favourites not because of the colourful chocolate rice, but because of the perfect proportion of cake, ice-cream and fudge.
Birthday Celebrations 2008 Bonus: SPOP Victory For 《雨伞》
Word had reached me amidst my celebration that the SPOP song, Yu San, had made it to the top 6 song compositions of the competition. This was the icing on the cake for my birthday celebrations because the voting efforts of faithful supporters of Teresa, supporters of Dione Tan, and supporters of the song itself had not gone to waste.
Although I don't have the actual statistics, personally , it was another affirmation that the Campus Superstar of my choice, Teresa Tseng, has proven her worth once again that she continues to be able to shine with her singing, propelling the song well enough to earn the confidence and collective action of the various groups of supporters throughout the population of music listeners to send the song to the semi-finals.
The SPOP competition is not over though, since it's only the semi-finals and there would be another few more rounds of voting but for now, there is a definitely a cause for quiet celebrations. I have already sent my congratulations to the girl and I hope she will be give the chance to be featured in the upcoming music video for the song Yu San in the coming weeks.
Meanwhile, my birthday celebrations have simmered to an end even though I am still receiving ice well-wishes across the various communication channels.
My heartfelt thanks to all those well-wishes, Natasha, skyvel, zena, LK, Cuiping, Michelle, Xiangrui and many more whom I cannot openly name here. Take care and have a good weekend ahead!
Monday, January 21, 2008
Happie Bday To Mie 2008 Parts I and II
Well, since I have some time before I need to rush off, here are some of the random pictures that I have taken throughout the course of the birthday celebrations thus far. More to come because it ain't over yet! Heehee...
Sunday, January 20, 2008
Report on SPOP Songwriters Concert @ Eastpoint Mall 19 Jan 2008 (with exclusive video and photo coverage of Teresa too!)
Thursday, January 17, 2008
Song Recommendation For Jan 2008: 心动心痛 by 刘畊宏 许慧欣
Yes, it's not exactly a new song but I think it's really nice and thus fits into my song recommendation for January 2008. It's a duet song, which of course will come in very handy during ktv sessions and the harmonization between the two singers are very well-done.
The lyrics are quite a mouthful to remember but I think it's worth the effort. Jia you and hope all of you enjoy the song too!
黑夜渗透了想念
偷不走微光闪现的千种画面
我背着伤痛离开
孤单拖着记忆支离破碎
原以为不会改变
眼泪在脸颊上干枯失去知觉
我的心挣脱了爱
跟随着夕阳埋进了海洋
为什么相爱的人却又为爱而纷争
现实的翅膀扰乱了原本幸福的气氛
我有我的过错
我有我的疑惑
藏在面对面的折磨背后
为什么让爱躲进乌云密布的天空
随着风漂流在外一点一点的散落
慢慢远离的梦
渐渐冷却冰封
心痛都当初相遇的心动
....
原以为不会改变
眼泪在脸颊上干枯失去知觉
我的心挣脱了爱
跟随着夕阳埋进了海洋
为什么相爱的人却又为爱而纷争
现实的翅膀扰乱了原本幸福的气氛
我有我的过错
我有我的疑惑
藏在面对面的折磨背后
为什么让爱躲进乌云密布的天空
随着风漂流在外一点一点的散落
慢慢远离的梦
渐渐冷却冰封
心痛都当初相遇的心动
慢慢远离的梦
渐渐冷却冰封
心痛都当初相遇的心动
A post and reply on analysis of lyrics for Yu San on SPOP Official Forum
Even though 《雨伞》is one of my favourite songs in SPOP Hurray, i believe there are better written songs in the competition.
I like the melody of 《雨伞》but i don't really like the lyrics... in a way i feel that the love described in the song is too pragmatic and self-centered...
It seems like the song is about how and what the partner can provide, and nothing about giving and sacrificing for love.
The following was my reply to Meteorstorm:
Hi Meteorstorm!I have a few queries about your comments and am wondering if you could answer me?
You said "there are better-written songs in the competition". May I know which songs are you referring to?
You said "the love described in the song is too pragmatic and self-centred..." May I know are you referring to the following parts of 《雨伞》?
只怕雨伞雨伞变得一点破旧
挡不住大雨大雨不停的掉落
小小雨伞驻在我家门的角落
不能永远挡着风 遮着雨 保护我
Although I am not Dione so I can't completely interpret her thoughts for this song, this is how I feel about this part:
Who doesn't worry about the possible change in the nature of one's love over time?
Who doesn't worry that one's love cannot withstand the tests of the ups and downs in life?
I think the songwriter is trying to show the worries and doubts as the song persona looks at the umbrella (which is now a symbol of love) and wonders how long such a love can endure.
I think it has accurately reflected how people have always wanted to huddle under the protection of love but are hesitant to completely commit themselves to love because the relative brutal realities of time, wear and tear often overshadow the enjoyment.
《雨伞》did not give a happy ending nor a sad ending in the song, and Dione has chosen to give it an open ending because even until now, few, if any at all, can confidently determine the outcome of their love.
I suppose this is another truth in anyone's love life - we will not know the quality and strength of our loves until the final moment hence the open-ended question will be there till then.
May the best song wins!
Sean Ho
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
Attempts to dilute SPOP votes on MediaCorp's SPOP Official English Forum
I have been notified of the following incident at the abovementioned forum (thank you ZZZ for the information) and I have decided to share with all of you what I have responded to that person's post.
This is what he wrote:
Re: Kindly refrain from voting this song!
Originally posted by tida Given her popularity and the number of fans out there, there's no need to vote anymore for Teresa Tsang's song. As you can see from the 'who's leading chart'...her song is already there. She is very safe so no no risk.So, please redirect your energy and vote for Nathaniel's song number 1 instead.
This is what I replied:
Hi tida!
I am agreeable with the notion that Teresa is popular and she does have an incalculable number of supporters (active ones you see in the main fanclub websites and passive ones around the island). Thank you for affirming that with your post too.
But your "no need to vote anymore" suggestion is far from accurate and realistic because I believe many faithful (and thinking) supporters of Teresa understands that the other 11 SPOP songs have also wisely chosen their designated singers who have large fan bases too.
Diluting Yu San's votes to support Nathaniel's song is not a very wise option if supporters really wish to see Yu San steadily holding on in the SPOP competition.
Also, I would like to make it clear here that we have no illusions about the following - The song "Yu San" is written by Dione. Teresa is just the designated singer for this SPOP competition. So the votes which kept Yu San on the leaderboard is not just from the supporters of Teresa but people who genuinely support the SPOP song composition "Yu San" and of course, Dione herself.
Hence, I would like to continue my appeal to supporters of Yu San, Teresa and Dione to vote for the song Yu San in the SPOP voting competition. The closing date is 21 January 2008 so keep the votes coming in! Jia you everyone.
May the best song wins!
Sean Ho
Music clears the mind, fills the heart, moves the soul."
I would like to appeal to all faithful supporters of Teresa not to respond and reply on impulse to such tactics to attempt to dilute the votes of Yu San or to stir anger between supporters of Teresa and supporters of Nathaniel.
Let me deal with these posters. All of you just carry on with your daily voting until Yu San reaches the semi-finals of SPOP, from where a new strategy will be put up if the song makes it to the top 6 compositions.
Have a good week ahead! = )
Sunday, January 13, 2008
Random Pictures, Blog Modifications and Updates, Jungle Trekking Taboos
Blog Modifications and Updates:
It's been quite a while since I touched up on the features of my humble blog so there are the following changes made:
1) I have decided to tuck away my IMEEM player for now so that readers will not get too sick listening to the same songs being played again and again.
2) I have decided to change some of the songs on my main blog's music playlist. The new songs are as follows:
12. 蔡淳佳 - 庆幸有你爱我
18. 曹格 - SUPERSUNSHINE
27. 光良 - 烟火
28. S.H.E - 最近还好吗
29. 范玮琪 - 是非题
30. 刘若英 - 我很好
36. 张韶涵, Angela - 不想懂得
43. 周杰伦, Jay - 彩虹
46. 蔡健雅, Tanya - 达尔文
47. 林宥嘉 - 背影
48. 罗志祥, Show - 一支独秀
3) I have updated the slideshow for Teresa so that two of her recent public events photographs are included inside. Hopefully, by this weekend, I will have even more beautiful shots of her on the slideshow.
4) I understand that some of the songs on the main playlist are not working. Repairing them takes some time so do be patient. I will work on them as soon as I can.
Jungle Trekking Taboos:
One of my students is going to the Outward Bound School for some enrichment camp and I was telling her about some of the jungle trekking taboos that I was taught during my training days. Apparently, she just laughed them off and even though I am not that kind of superstitious person, I believe these long-established taboos must be there for a reason. Out of sheer knowledge, regardless if you believe in them or not, I decided to put them up here for fun. Read and see if you have actually heard of such taboos whenever one is to trek through jungles.
1) Do not comment on strange whiffs of fragrances or smells whilst in the jungle. It is said that sometimes "dirty things" will put on such smells to attract the unwary and those who speak of these on the trail will be followed. The most common encounters of strange smells are frangipani and pungent decay.
2) Do not shine torchlight onto the treetops above. It is said that those belong to the domains of the night creatures as well as "dirty things". There have been unexplained cases of mania and frenzy when a few shone their torchlights to the treetops (It happened during one of my jungle training trips when some chosed to challenge this taboo knowingly). These people are said to revealed they saw "dirty things" hanging onto the treetops.
3) Do not suddenly turn around if someone taps on your shoulder while you are on the trail. It is said that each human being has three "lamps", which are supposed to be protective lights against "dirty things". A sudden turning around will extinguish at least two of those "lamps", leaving the person extremely vulnerable to unimaginable horrors standing behind. Should one be tapped, one should keep moving and requests his/her name be announced loudly. If the person/thing refused to answer, continue walking until the whole group is informed and proceeds to a safe place out of the trail.
4) Always remember to say "excuse me" if you need to urgently answer the call of nature. It is said to be necessary in case one relieves oneself atop of the resting place of "dirty things". It doesn't really matter the "excuse me" is uttered in what language, as long as the deferential tone is there. It is said that those who broke this taboo would have "dirty things" following them around until an apology was made.
Okay. That's about all I know of. I choose to follow them whenever I need to enter jungles because these are small things which usually do not interfere with the major flow of programmes. Whatever one's religion or culture is, I suppose the people who taught me these taboos had their rationale:
"Better respect such ettiquette in the jungle. After all, our safety is more important than being obstinate and we are just guests in the jungle, which plays host. We should give this minimum respect."
Wednesday, January 09, 2008
More SPOP Public Appearances By Teresa in Jan 2008, Recent Duet By Teresa and Geraldine at MusicDreamer Live! Cafe, Screenshots of Rome: Total War

日期:1月18日(星期五) 时间:下午4时 地点: 义安理工学院 Atrium
Date: Friday, 18 Jan Time: 4pm Venue: Ngee Ann Polytechnic Atrium
S-POP 万岁!首次走入校园!Super系列参赛者将带来12首“原汁原味”的本地创作,势必让你听出耳油!我们约定你了,不见不散!
Take a break from your books and immerse yourself in the original tunes of the Top 12 compositions from S-POP HURRAY's Songwriting Competition! Meet with the song composers in person and play exciting games and stand to win limited edition S-POP HURRAY! Premiums!
主持人:林翠芳出席歌手:陈迪雅、陈铿百、杨佳盈、汤灵伊、田铭耀、阮诗凯、许政宁、孙文海、曾咏霖、张乐声等。
Host: Lin Cuifang
Performers: Diya, Nat Tan, Carrie, Lingyi, Mingyao, Keely and more
日期:1月19日(星期六) 时间:下午3时 地点: 东福坊
Date: Saturday, 19 Jan Time: 3pm Venue: Eastpoint Mall
想一口气听完12首【S-POP 万岁!】创作大赛的作品吗?那就别错过这场热闹的S-POP 万岁!飚唱会。除了多位本地歌手之外,参赛的词曲创作人也将和大家见面。主持人林翠芳也会在现场和你一起玩游戏,送出超限量发行的S-POP T恤和公仔。以实际行动支持本地创作,S-POP 万岁!飚唱会等你一起来狂欢!
S-POP HURRAY! is moving out of the studio bringing you the Top 12 compositions from S-POP HURRAY's Songwriting Competition. Catch also the song composers in person as well as play games with our host and win limited edition S-POP HURRAY! Premiums!
主持人:林翠芳
出席歌手:陈迪雅、陈铿百、杨佳盈、汤灵伊、田铭耀、阮诗凯等。
Host: Lin Cuifang
Performers: Diya, Nat Tan, Carrie, Lingyi, Mingyao, Keely and more!
(Information and Image sources: SPOP official events webpage)
Recent Duet By Teresa Tseng and Geraldine See at MusicDreamer Live! Cafe:
I would like to thank skyvel of TFC and of course the video originator, eileen5537 (possibly a Geraldine supporter) for the provision of this exclusive video of our Campus Superstars singing!
Screenshots of Rome: Total War:
Okay, as promised, here are the screenshots of the classic computer game that I am currently entertaining myself whenever I am not working.
There you go. Hope those interested in this game enjoyed my little story telling. Have a good week ahead and thank you for frequenting my blog all these time! =)